Knowing

There are moments in our lives when we wonder why things happen, did I do something wrong?  What did I do to deserve this?  There are no right answers to these questions, you will eventually find the answer that you are looking for, although it may not seem like you will when you are in that moment.

Sometimes you wonder why does it seem that your life spirals out of control, just when it was going perfectly, when you had everything there within your grasp.  There are times when we need to stop and take a moment to listen, to see what it is that we need to learn.  But what if the lesson you have to learn, comes at the hand of consequences?  Some tragedy that you would never wish on anyone?  How can this be a lesson, what kind of God would teach in this manner?  Would you want to learn anything or would you just curse the very life that you have?

All that you can do right now, is hold on and pray and hope that this moment in your life, what you are going through, the most gut-wrenching-hope-to-never-be-in-this-place-again moment in time, this is your life; you pray for sanity, and you pray for hope, and you do this with every fiber of your being; and you will be OK, eventually!  Know that you are not alone, He is here with you, always.  And even if you don't believe, know that you are loved and that you will never be alone.